ehemm...I hope that here i can get some idea to solve a problem. LOL. This few months my bf (andy) was went to KL for study in college/university. He started busy and busy for his assignment because of that i was argue with him many many times! i know that i was so bad. yea. i admit it. LOL. but then i was sick badly that time, i just want him to care me and accompany me just for few hour, few minutes or just for few second but he didn't. This situation made my heart broken. One day, had some guys want to chase me. LOL. Ofcoz, i was rejected all of them. (maybe no ppl trust it, btw, myself also can't trust it) LOL. but one of them is my old friend. We know each other at a online game since 4yrs ago. LOL. He pretty good, kind and caring about me. when i was sick. he keep caring and cheer me up. i really appreciated him. When he knows that i was unhappy, he keep said jokes to make me laugh. LOL. We started our conversation about a month, chat with him really can make my sorrow day gone. i a bit likes him too. Last week he suddenly told me that he fall in love with me. SWT! that's was a big shock for me. I think his personality can find a better girl. yea. he handsome, got his career , got car, got $$ and so on (that's for all girls "dream man") haha. Btw, i just can say sorry to him because my heart already have someone. I can't accept him. I really love my andy. I can't lie myself. We had many funny and happy plus sad stories also. I can't even forget our sweet memories and i don't want to forget it too because we together about almost 3years already. Besides, i don't want to hurt him too. so what can i do?! Although i didn't accept him and always scold him, he still caring about me. i really don't know what can i do. he really so good. i really hope that he won't get any hurt from me. i so scare he'll hurt. I hope he'll be fine and we still can be friend too. PLUS i hope that he can get a pretty and clever and much more better than me soon. LOL. Next, i know that my hubby really tired of study in college/university too. i really feel myself so bad because i always not understand his situation and scold him XD I really miss him.
---Sandras---
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